I
miss my woods.
I
miss getting lost to the world in them.
I
miss the anonymity they bestowed upon me, the namelessness...
I
miss the absence of judgment among the trees and low-growing
things...the things that crept across the ground, unnoticed,
unremarkable in their own anonymity…
I
miss the silence. Profound. Deafening in its stillness. Pure. Even
despite the noise that tried to insinuate itself from “out there,”
it was complete as only it was able to be complete. Because that noise
“out there” can never mesh with the music audible only
there…the notes never look right upon the page...never sound
right...
The
music of the wind in the trees...sighing...soughing...whispering...moaning softly...of tree
boles touching, embracing, swaying together, crying out in their
ecstasy…of a tired one tipping too far, snapping, coming to rest
finally but not completely. Never completely. For nothing in there
ever dies...not completely...
I
miss my woods.
I
miss the pre-spring lack of color, the browns and grays set against
what will soon be green...not long now...not long at all...against
the low blue sky...against clouds just brushing
past...low, white, faultless…
I
miss my woods.
That
place where nothing tainted, defiled, infected...made ill...pronounced
finality...for there IS no finality there...among the low-growing and
creeping things whose lives continue endlessly renewed,
reawakened, rejuvenated, recreated...but always different if only
slightly from what came before…
I
miss my woods.
I
miss the place where I could forget “out there...” where it never
quite reached me albeit how short my time there was...how few minutes
my feet tamped the still-winter-damp ground as I went...no
destination in mind...none needed...the place being all that
mattered.
I
miss my woods.
March
16, 2020